A little girl lying hidden awake beneath the sheet in the bed under the influence of thoughts how nice it will be if she is a super woman . . .
A preteen girl simply rolling on the bed just to suppress the thoughts how delightful it will be if she is under lime light . . .
A teenage girl thinking of how how . . . why why . . . blah blah questions just swallowing the eagerness to ask someone . . .
A post teenage girl below the sheet in the bed under the influence of thoughts how nice it will be if she is a super woman . . .
Wondering . . . why . . . the same is recurring!!!
May be am a well educated civilized out spoken girl in the outer layer of shell!
However I am a pearl hiding deep inside in the shell just swindling myself as a superwoman!
So with no doubt, to me it’s delightful to daydream in night too . . .!!! May be that was the way my random thoughts got evolved, but each night has its own peculiar forecast of thoughts!
When somebody calls it Insomnia, I just love to bellow at them it’s my leisure pursuit. When I have my own happy world where there exist me, my thoughts, music, moon and little bit of darkness which makes me fright sometimes yet it accompanies me with a warm breeze always. When you just stride inside my night world you can just think how bamboozle she is!!! Yet I will take you to that world . . .
Lying down in the bed just trying to sleep, counting 100, 99, 98, 97, 96, 95. . . What is the book written by Paulo Coelho last …. Haan ‘Adultery’ when it is launched in India for sure I will buy it! Oh gosh were I left its okay let me start from first 100, 99, 98, 97. . . How nice it will be if am permitted to go for a mid-night walk . . . no way it will not be allowed just because ‘I am a girl‘. . . how biased this people (I scold the society to myself).Frustrated! Hauling the curtains away I just search for moon peeping through the window . . . simply he will be smiling at me from a long distance, mesmerized I think to write a so called poetry! OMG tomorrow I have office, try to sleep I say to myself. What to cook tomorrow? What is there in refrigerator? Tomato, beans, carrot . . . how the prices has went up tomato per Kg 80 rs why can’t the government control the inflation? What is this new government doing? How will I manage with this budget? What is the balance in the account? As usual I forgot to check. I saw a coupon from e-bay in which email account? I will use to buy something . . . what is the validity? I should check tomorrow! Tomorrow wanna go gym in morning or evening? According to the time after cooking I will decide . . . oh oh what to cook? Ok morning I will decide that too! Now wanna sleep then only I will be fresh tomorrow! Hear some songs you will sleep soon (I say to myself). Hindi, Tamil, Telugu or English what to start? Let me hear my fav list itself that’s ok. Searching the headset, plug in, start music!!! Why Harris copied this song from Rihanna? Story in my life or Story of my life? Wanna hear that song tomorrow to find the correct lyrics! How did I forget this? Ouch I din sleep!! Sleep sleep( I say to myself) then appears the next thought (blah blah…) . . .
I don’t know when I slept!!! I wake up bluntly having the thought ‘when did I sleep’? Oh I slept late? No no its okay what to do? Gym or cooking? First brush your teeth says my mind voice!!!
Just one nights abridgment . . .!!!
Though I hallucinate! Being a Spinster, self cooking, Book aficionado, occupied with the corporate job still I have time to draft my thoughts then you should obviously call me ‘a super woman’!!!