A
little girl lying hidden awake beneath the sheet in the bed under the influence
of thoughts how nice it will be if she is a super woman . . .
A
preteen girl simply rolling on the bed just to suppress the thoughts how
delightful it will be if she is under lime light . . .
A
teenage girl thinking of how how . . .
why why . . . blah blah questions just swallowing the eagerness to ask someone
. . .
A
post teenage girl below the sheet in the bed under the influence of thoughts
how nice it will be if she is a super woman . . .
Wondering
. . . why . . . the same is recurring!!!
May
be am a well educated civilized out spoken girl in the outer layer of shell!
However
I am a pearl hiding deep inside in the shell just swindling myself as a
superwoman!
So
with no doubt, to me it’s delightful to daydream in night too . . .!!! May be
that was the way my random thoughts got evolved, but each night has its own
peculiar forecast of thoughts!
When
somebody calls it Insomnia, I just love to bellow at them it’s my leisure
pursuit. When I have my own happy world where there exist me, my thoughts, music,
moon and little bit of darkness which makes me fright sometimes yet it
accompanies me with a warm breeze always. When you just stride inside my night
world you can just think how bamboozle she is!!! Yet I will take you to that
world . . .
Lying
down in the bed just trying to sleep, counting 100, 99, 98, 97, 96, 95. . .
What is the book written by Paulo Coelho last …. Haan ‘Adultery’ when it is
launched in India for sure I will buy it! Oh gosh were I left its okay let me
start from first 100, 99, 98, 97. . . How nice it will be if am permitted to go
for a mid-night walk . . . no way it will not be allowed just because ‘I am a
girl‘. . . how biased this people (I scold the society to myself).Frustrated!
Hauling the curtains away I just search for moon peeping through the window . .
. simply he will be smiling at me from a long distance, mesmerized I think to
write a so called poetry! OMG tomorrow I have office, try to sleep I say to
myself. What to cook tomorrow? What is there in refrigerator? Tomato, beans,
carrot . . . how the prices has went up tomato per Kg 80 rs why can’t the
government control the inflation? What is this new government doing? How will I
manage with this budget? What is the balance in the account? As usual I forgot
to check. I saw a coupon from e-bay in which email account? I will use to buy
something . . . what is the validity? I should check tomorrow! Tomorrow wanna
go gym in morning or evening? According to the time after cooking I will decide
. . . oh oh what to cook? Ok morning I will decide that too! Now wanna sleep
then only I will be fresh tomorrow! Hear some songs you will sleep soon (I say
to myself). Hindi, Tamil, Telugu or English what to start? Let me hear my fav
list itself that’s ok. Searching the headset, plug in, start music!!! Why
Harris copied this song from Rihanna? Story in my life or Story of my life? Wanna
hear that song tomorrow to find the correct lyrics! How did I forget this? Ouch
I din sleep!! Sleep sleep( I say to myself) then appears the next thought (blah
blah…) . . .
I
don’t know when I slept!!! I wake up bluntly having the thought ‘when did I
sleep’? Oh I slept late? No no its okay what to do? Gym or cooking? First brush
your teeth says my mind voice!!!
Just
one nights abridgment . . .!!!
Though
I hallucinate! Being a Spinster, self cooking, Book aficionado, occupied with
the corporate job still I have time to draft my thoughts then you should
obviously call me ‘a super woman’!!!